back after so long... not blogging... recently alot of things happen, how should i put it... in a courtship, but i'm trying to let go le... I'm quiet contant with the moment I've spent with ya... :) but i think I've gonna wake up le... i gonna move on... no matter what... but still, i will stick with the promise i have given you... to be by your side no matter what... to lent you the shoulder to cry on... and thank you... at least i know I'm not satisfied with who i am... i gonna improve myself... in alot of things... you've made mi grew stronger in a way... and as i expected... once again... after 4 years... you have change my perspective once again... 4 years back, I've been watching you... in a "ah lian" form... that you struck mi with the perspective that i cannot just judge a person on appearance... in the past, you have gave mi the impression that is like, wow! you look great! but when i starting to know you, argh! thats it... a book that cannot see just its content and the look by its cover... thats how i felt about you 4 years ago, which i told you when the time is right you will know... i think its right now... but I'm not saying you are now... all i can say is you are a different person to mi... a TRUE friend i should put it... :) hey! where i go liao! end up talking about ya... :P but well, now you know... :) once again, thank you... but still, i hope there's gonna be more beautiful times together... see ya around... love ya my dear babe...