What the hell... stupid mi... been control... emotionally... haiz... went to service in the morning and felt so lousy... feeling depress... feeling lonely... feeling frustrated... haiz... seems like ever since i start, not going to service, i was like drifting apart from my church friends... like today, i was like been left aside, then they was on the other side... enjoying their chatting and i was there like moody... then sink into depression... haiz... now i really understand how satans try so hard to block mi... and i know that i always been control by my emotion... haiz... but i hope things will not go on the same... i believe... i may be like what i was but thank god i am not what i was... little by little i'm changing... :) god make mi keep on keeping on!!! ain't no other can do ya like jesus can do ya!!! hahaha...
In the afternoon, i'm still the same, been emo... then i was so frustrated that i was intend to change my bicycle fork... that i dun think so much, i just buy!!! and i can say it do mi some courage to change it without thinking so much... you can say i'm crazy... but well, if that is what it takes to stop mi from being emo... after changing, mi, my 2 other cousin went to cycling... thank god for the good weather that he have bless mi with so i can go cycling... HE alway bless mi with good weather whenever i want... well... most of the time... serious... lol... btw, i was not really happy with the first half of the day but thank god... i quiet satisfied with the second half of the day... :)
the fork
the full look of the bicycle
