lol... long time never update my blog le... haiz... recently abit messy la... cos of my unstable mood and some other things related to my bro and sis in church.... I NEED ATTENTION!!! lol... :P recently i go to church, i was like alone... sitting down there and like due to my background, i can't really chat with them.. cos no similar topics... haiz... guess i have to try harder to open up myself... haiz... kinda tired of doing this... but if i dun do this, my life feels empty... especially now i cannot go for cell group meeting... plus, sheng is inside... felt lonely la... and my buddy, haiz... looks like have to open hong bao le... heard that she pregnant le... dunno is it a good news or a bad news... haiz... i actually dun wanna write about my tots de.. cos i actually wanna isolate it... dun want ppl to know... but i think its better i voice out... or else i dunno when i'll break down cos of that and my bro, david say before... i usually dun talk much... only when ppl are close to mi or got something to chat about that i will talk non-stop... haiz... sian sian sian... why like that???!!! abba!!! help mi... change mi...