lol... just got back myself... recently mood really unstable... up and down... sian sian... haiz... been drag for sometime le... recently got alot of things happen la... feeling lonely, family problem, brother rebel... alot sia... stress out courses all this... haiz... also listen to satanic music... make mi even mess up... but well... sometime is like this... when you really stress out, dun really wanna think of anything.. like wanna abundant your life... you will listen de... and i realise why my brother listen to all this... i believe he is having alot of stress at his rebel age... i use to too... my time, i still remember i went mad and call mi mom to use a wooden chair to throw on mi... end up in hospital... when i get mad, i'll really throw out... but it seems like my brother doesn't... he still keep it inside... compare both of us, he is more muture at his age than mi... i was really rebel to the core when i was at his age... haiz... hope things will be better... at least for mi, i'm back to what i am a few months ago... :)

my face tells everything... :p