now is 2.24am... chating with my cousin on msn... as i can't sleep... then my jie(sally) say because of mi, she put lesser graphic on her blog so ask mi to update mine also... haiz... what to do... have to update lor... 3 things happen just yesterday and today... my fren carol, her birthday today... but is also the day i felt disappointed my her... she ask mi to go to her chalet today... but in the end, i did not go... why??? cos of some stupid things... she wants mi to go her chalet... but i told her i cannot buy her present as i short of cash... then she say no such thing as own present.... she sound so serious like can say i dun come also can... but present must come... i was like... haiz... i yesterday still got go and see what to buy for her... and i saw a watch... that i think suit her... was like thinking, once i got my pay, then i buy for her... but the way she msg mi and tell mi all those things was like... omg... is it worth money to buy this kinda friendship... haiz... so disappoint... haiz...

then 2nd things... which was today... i quarrel with my cousin and he msg mi no more buddy... which is like fine with mi lor... the thing happens like this... we went to east coast cycling... then we went to food court... then he place his bicycle on a place where he block the ppl who help us to cleans the table... then the uncle say who bike is this??? then i was like oh... we block the uncle working place... so i move my bike away first... then my cousin start with a foul word "hey, cb, help mi to move my bike lei..." i was like, WTH! you got no hands and legs to move yourself huh??? then he say talk back... "i siting, you stand help mi to move will die is it???" then i reply... "i'm moving my bike ma... wait can or not..." then start quarrel... the thing is, why is it that he have to start and end with foul words like CB, KNN, all this words??? so end up i ignore him and i just cycle back home... then he say no more buddy.... which is fine with mi...

last was my half brother... drink until sober then come home.. which is the main thing why i have not sleep... cos of him... he quarrel with dad just now... and say alot of things... my dad dun want mi to interfere with it and so as my mom... cos i use to be like that too... "my heart was like telling mi, you use to be like that... you have no right to say anything to your brother..." which makes mi ended up cannot sleep... haiz... jie... this is all i have to say... :P