been so long not blogging le... been having alot of things to face with... more like reality... haiz... all along i'm not really a realistic person, more like down to earth person (thats what i form teacher said in my report book when i was in sec sch... :P ) so ya... alot of things i realise that i have to face it... and also some personal things like stop smoking for a month liao... and i think i'll stop drinking too... can't really drink liao... not very good le... haiz... but what to do... for my health wise ma... :P ya... now is that i think i neglected some of my buddys... and i really need to find time to fellowship with them... haiz... suddently tot of one of my brothers... just went in recently... hope he is fine... and hope that once he is release, he will really change this time round... well, i'll stop here... but not forever... :P will continue... :P