hahaha... so long never blog le... been searching for my past... cos my buddy say i change le... but i realise that what for i look back??? as long as i live with my happy life, thats it!!! if i gonna always look back on the things that i done before, when am i gonna grow up??? hahaha sorry bro to say that... but i think life cannot look back de... things that u have not done or done and regret about it, no point... cos u can't change what u have or not done... u just have to take note about it and do it if u encounter it, or not to do it if u have done wrong in the past... ya... i think i just have to look forward and not to think about the past... what gone is gone... for now, i just wanna live my life to the fullness... but of course... it doesn't mean that i'm now a christian that means i cannot go out with u all... of course i can... as long as i can balance everything that i am doing... :) personal life, friends, family... :)