Wow!!! after the incident, that mi and my bro, jeff having some misunderstanding, things getting better... of course... not straight away... cos mi and my dad still in cold war untill now... but now, we are having our 2nd Arise & Build... so, i myself for the time being, put away the cold war between mi and my dad... cos i myself honestly dunno how am i suppose to handle that... been reaching 2 year working for him... even though i finally understand him... but the feeling of hate is also rising... so, for the time been, i guess, i have to change my mind set... forcus on the job that i'm in... just try to be perfect to avoid scolding... for now... i think i have to change it to a way where personal stuff and work dun mix together... if i can do this, i guess things should be able to work better...

Actually wanna tell him i'll work till end of the year.... but now i have so many commitment as i grow in wisdom and knowledge that i need cash flow, i think for myself... to be very selfish for this once... to press on to my job... for the seek of building god a great church and to and making myself to be the fullest of my purpose in this world... once again, thanks to my bros, i guess u know who... that brings mi back from my stupid negative emotion and isolation of myself... most important, thank u abba...