after so many days of resting at home as my eye injured, i keep on meditating on my life and i realise that i'm been too greedy... my life may not be perfect, but actually is enough... why am i being so greedy??? i guess its human nature... i have a wonderful mom who do all the house keeping, and my dad, well all along i know that he concern about mi, but he just dunno how to express out and time to time, he scold mi, well, i dun really like that... but is guess he is just being too stress out with his work or maybe sometime i just too slow on helping him... hope theat tml on, i can start all this from the scratch... hopfully things will be better... cos i know he want mi to help... that makes mi no choice but to work for him and not being able to go and train myself up... thank god for making mi realise that... be with mi the holy one... and also, i have talk to my dad about letting mi going for CG meeting liao... in the end, he allow mi to go on random... as in, this week if i go, then next week cannot go... but if job is too tied, then i cannot go... thank u lord... at least for now... i am satisfied with it... better then i keep on missing it... then bro jk have to keep on giving mi make up... he tired, i also tired... need to recharge to served our lord better... thanks again abba...